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Friday, May 7th, 2010
4:01 pm - travelling pinup
well as much as the other site is going well though the pinup needs to talk about her travels else where.

Well after my guilded cage was unlocked I have flown away and embraced my own colours. I am again waiting in an airport lounge killing time before I hit the skies and then the club to perform and step into that space of divine bliss and beauty that is my 2nd job.

Thanks to Raven and Distraction for helping with this little journey. Raven for supporting me this weekend, and Distraction for the words of wisdom/booking my act and generally proving that after 10 years not everything fades.

current mood: contemplative

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Friday, January 1st, 2010
1:18 pm - i'm back
ok so i'm finally back. Yes its a whole year since I wrote and so much has changed. Right now I feel lost, don't know which way is up and i'm not sure where to turn.

I can't talk to my normal sounding board and as this journal has been silent for so long I thought maybe I could love some of my feeling here. Simply as my other site isn't really about how I feel.

I'm sure I'm talking to dead space but for some reason it feels better to talk here than else where.

I'm standing on the brink of a huge cliff and I don't know if I'm going to walk back from the edge, jump off the edge or fall off the cliff. The feelings of sorrow and loniness are overwhealming.

current mood: sad

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Friday, January 16th, 2009
8:00 pm
Found this great sight for fashion and image mix ups. Below is my first creation


Miss Behave
Miss Behave by TikiDoll

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Sunday, December 28th, 2008
3:15 pm
ok so the top will probably only last a week, but hey vargas is vargas so I couldn't help but grab it. Have finally survived another retail christmas and a boxing day in the fashion industry, still can't believe that people will by faulty clothing just cause its half price.

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Tuesday, June 10th, 2008
8:08 am

Well needless to say stress is high on my list of things to do today. Between changing jobs and trying to figure out what needs to be done, I have two friends in crisis, a pestering thought and the flu.

Plan of attach
Flu is being looked after by muncho medication.
Pestering thought is trying to be silenced by wine and sleeping pills
Friend 1 in crisis - all i can say is what elliott ssmith tells me, as it seems to fit your situation

"Pitseleh" Elliott Smith

I'll tell you why I don't want to know where you are
I got a joke I've been dying to tell you
The silent kid is looking down the barrel
To make the noise that I kept so quiet
I kept it from you, pitseleh

I'm not what's missing from your life now
I could never be the puzzle pieces
They say that god makes problems just to see what you can stand
Before you do as the devil pleases
And give up the thing you love

But no one deserves it

The first time I saw you, I knew it would never last
I'm not half what I wish I was
I'm so angry, I don't think it'll ever pass
And I was bad news for you, just because
I never meant to hurt you


Friend2 in crisis well in all honesty i think i need to hop on plane and come and give you some facetime

Work---well its work

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Sunday, June 1st, 2008
9:37 am - so now what
well as established yes I'm back in the land of the undead...hehehe

so now what, looks like i wasn't the only one of the old crowd to walk away. from what i hear so many of the old gang don't hang around together anymore. shame, we were all pretty odd but thats what made it work.

its also a shame to hear about so many breakups in the community. gee i turn my back for 12 months and the whole thing goes tits up...anyway beside the point. maybe its a fresh start for us all. a chance to 'bring back the good old days", yes now i ma showing my age. but when there are still people in the community who remember them and still behave with their standards then i guess there is still a chance.

Caught up with the stunning Managagal and her loverly new plaything Lolita. my my my they make a cute couple. Plus love the fact Lolita fell straight in to being one of my little group. guess it helps when your as werid as I am. can't wait to catch up with them again soon. It was also great to catch up with C&S, cute couple hope they make the distance.

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Thursday, May 22nd, 2008
9:29 am - welll then
yes i'm back and I'm trying to get back in touch with whats going on in the world. after a brief but worthwhile trip to qld I'm feeling more like my old self. more creative, darker (in a good way), into music again and missing friends like crazy.....yes you know who you are.

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Sunday, May 11th, 2008
7:46 pm - still on this planet
well I'm still alive and kicking

just discovered the way I can get my music vids on my ipod from you tube so am going a little downloading crazy.

luv&lashes

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Sunday, January 6th, 2008
12:23 pm
Portishead - Roads Lyrics




Ohh, can't anybody see
We've got a war to fight
Never found our way
Regardless of what they say

How can it feel, this wrong
From this moment
How can it feel, this wrong

Storm.. in the morning light
I feel
No more can I say
Frozen to myself

I got nobody on my side
And surely that ain't right
And surely that ain't right

Ohh, can't anybody see
We've got a war to fight
Never found our way
Regardless of what they say

How can it feel, this wrong
From this moment
How can it feel, this wrong

[INSTRUMENTAL]

How can it feel, this wrong
This moment
How can it feel, this wrong

Ohh, can't anybody see
We've got a war to fight
Never found our way
Regardless of what they say

How can it feel, this wrong
From this moment
How can it feel, this wrong

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Wednesday, December 19th, 2007
8:40 pm


Still in recovery right now. Went and saw Amanda Palmer last thursday night and even a week later I am haunted my the music and the experience. And of course her raw stunning beauty. Also as a mucho bonus Ali Mcgregor was also there for a brilliant cover version of radioheads Creep. Stunning simply stunning.

This night of magic melodies has got me thinking again about "their secret garden" a production I'm working on.

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Saturday, November 17th, 2007
7:03 am - Unsubtle Hint
IF anyone ones to chip in and get me a fab chrissy present I would love...


All from the wonderful Lilithsatyne.

Anyone fancy getting some stuff from Lip service let me know so I can buy in bulk


Something for planning

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Saturday, October 6th, 2007
10:28 am - Show your support this Dec 5 for the Chaser Trail
Support shirts from the ABC Shop's - limited run so get in quick


Want to know more

NEWS REPORTS

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Wednesday, September 19th, 2007
11:30 am
There were days when I would say:
“I could give you everything”
And I truly believed that I could
But now I’m worn out

current mood: sad

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Sunday, August 19th, 2007
10:15 am - george - breathe in now
Breathe in Now - George

I see love and beauty all around,
I also see the sadness that's embedded in your frown,
I wonder why you choose not to talk to those around,
I sense a fear of lifting heavy feet,
higher than you want to,
I just want to believe your truth.

You stand there but you do not cast a shadow,
you walk away with every word you choose not to say.
I suppose that moving on paints a new colour for each day,
I don't like to see dreams put on the shelf,
to deal with on that one day,
I just want to be happy for you.

'Coz I only have one second, this minute today.
I can't press rewind and turn it back and call it now,
and so this moment, I just have to sing out loud
and say I love I like and breathe in now.
and say I love I live and breathe in now.

I move on holding on to what I learn,
it's time to move on from the notion
that the whole world's against me
break free of shackles that formed young,
time free in now,
and now I know it's not all up to me,
I can count on another
so move on lighter and be free.

'Coz I only have one second, this minute today.
I can't press rewind and turn it back and call it now,
and so this moment, I just have to sing out loud,
and say I love I like and breathe in now.
and say I love I live and breathe in now.

I believe in for today I just want to know that you're okay
cause I believe in breathing just for today
I just want to know that you're okay

'Coz I only have one second, this minute today
I can't press rewind and turn it back and call it now
and so this moment, I just have to sing out loud
and say I love I like and breathe in now
and say I love I live and breathe in now
and say I love I live and breathe in now

*I am really hoping that this feeling that consumes can be dealt with*

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Tuesday, August 14th, 2007
9:18 am

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9:07 am - visual of how i feel

All Content Copyrighted © by Jasmine Becket-Griffith

current mood: depressed

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Tuesday, August 7th, 2007
9:06 pm - so what do we think

ok kittens i think Ms Rei, Mangagal & I should all attend this...what do you reckon. Plus bring lele too and we can have the finalish celebration we missed out on when everyone fled the state. But Ms M this means you have to come.....plus we need a set of eyes keeping watching on the past if you know what I mean.

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Friday, August 3rd, 2007
4:47 pm
<img src='http://www.kittycatblack.com/ebaymepage/detailsbeadsbanner2.jpg"> <a href="http://stores.ebay.com/Kittycat-Black_W0QQcolZ4QQdirZ1QQfsubZ0QQftidZ1QQpZ2QQtZkm">Kittys EBAY Auctions</a> Aren't these FAB!!! Yes i know I've been slack but hey so are you lot. Spoke with Mangagal this week and with Rei, great to catch up with them its been way to long. At least now with the net at home I can actually start to blog again. Lashes

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Friday, July 13th, 2007
8:28 am - Which Tiara?
Well I'm waiting early this morning for one of my newbies to come in for training before the day begins. Geez its hard looking this fabulous this early in the morining, but hey some ones got to do it.


So which one of you faries wants to give me a ticket to this and a flight as an early congrats preszzie????????? come on yo know you wanna ;)

best dash 'bout to fall asleep face first in my tea....mmmmmmmmmmtea

current mood: tired

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Sunday, June 3rd, 2007
4:52 pm
Well what can I say except I need to vent a little.

if you don't want to read bitchy statements I suggest you don't click on this. Collapse )

current mood: aggravated

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